July 2009
12 posts
Yeap, its one of dem gay ones again. about love.
So so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so, expect a lot of these.
So, here’s a little backround on my love life so far. I’ve only had 2 crushes in my life, one last year, and one currently. Before that, when i saw girls i was attracted to, i would just be like “wow shes hot” and not think about how i could get with her. The reason for that is because i always...
Woaw, i think God tested me
I think this is a pretty damn good example of God testing my faith today.
So i was chillin and relaxin, chillaxin if you will; playing some bubble popping game on Facebuks and watchin Conan O’Brien (at the same time nigga). Then i get a text on my phonez and im like, well its either this bitch who wants talk about hanging out next week, or Seanbaby.
Then i lukz and its the girl i like...
You know...
poolshoon:
haywad:
some shit is just too good to be true. Really, like DAMN LOL.
Did Sean and Brian convince you to do something? -.-
YEAH, to let them suck my DICK! Actually no, something awesome happened today, then it ended in one the worst ways possible. Its a pretty epic story that i will eventually tell here, its a little too soon now.
You know...
some shit is just too good to be true. Really, like DAMN LOL.
This age is Odd
While i was in teh bathroomz today gettin my thinkin on, cuz thats where i get all my thinkinz on. I was washing my face and and i thought about how there seems to be a struggle in my life and many teenagers lives.
I guess i’ll say the age 17, but i’m not sure if its just restricted to being 17.
It seems that we have so many responsibilities and oppurtunities, but we’re still...
Lalz
Me and Kishan at the gym talking bout the girl he went on a date with (roughly translated)
Kishan: We were friends, then she asked me to go to the movies and we went. After that she never called back.
Me: So how’d it go?
Kishan: Well obviously not good!
Me: Lalz cause she never called you back.
CS
Counter-Strike is a magical game. It is my comfort zone. It makes me forget about everything. The beezys, my goals and responsibilities, whatever awesomely fun thing Brian is doing right now, eating….
Recently, i feel like ive been letting problems get to me and i think about them too much. But just CSing and podcasting makes me feel like my 13 year old self during summer in which i would...
No.
byung:
My family’s goal at the beginning was to have the current house for a very long time and maybe spend the rest of the family’s life there. It was great! But recently the goal turned into a dream and now we were struggling to keep the house until I graduated. Finally, minutes ago, I hear we hit rock bottom. I’m moving at the end of summer. I’m 95% sure I’m moving. It’s going to be to...
Thank you, Anthony
After I posted my gayout, Anthony (Cisneros) read it and offered his input which I feel nailed it right on the head in very few words.
smalls575 (1:10:41 AM): i don’t think you’re being stupid at all, and yet you’re afraid everyone will think you are though smalls575 (1:10:49 AM): you’re insecure, like I am smalls575 (1:11:12 AM): you and i, we’ve both got this urge...
Haywads huge GAYOUT Extravadanza
editors note: when i say gay and faggot, i use them like they are bad. like MJ dying is hella gay. i dont hate gays, just how i grew up to talk. also, dont take this faggotness as me being crazy or having depression, im too funny and smart to be depressed.
also,also, this isnt meant to flow and be coherent
I feel like a big piece of shit
and i dont even fucking know why. i just keep drawing...
